blog blog blog im going to blog...instead of doing my self reflection

I just realized i havent blogged in a while, I do most of my stuff on twitter. Then i figured, since no one reads this anyways, ill just use it as a way to vomit my thoughts and concerns or if i think of anything interesting, this is where ill do it, because 140 characters isn't enough to REALLY express myself. I think when i started blogging, i started blogging for the wrong reasons, thinking i was already bloggin to an audience that was non-existent.


bboyed today for the first time in a looooong 3 months. Now my legs are KILLING me, almost forgot how much it work bboying put on my legs (ie knees). Yeah im definitely going to practice again, but ill slowly be easing my way back to it. These new kids are creepin up on me man gotta put back in work.

FINALLY got my new car last month (11-7-09), yes its THE 2010 honda civic si sedan, not that any of you care, or even read this blog anymore lol. the car is awesome, i just dont like it when fuckers try to come up next to me and race. I'm like "wtf dude, how small is your penis that you want to race a brand new car, go fuck yourself you jackass, im not gonna waste my gas fuck face!" im saying this in my head of course.

My 7 years is coming up with kristine. HOLY FUCK 7 YEARS! lol and so is her bday, and christmas. december has been THE busiest months the past 7 years, for other reasons than the ones i just mentioned, but thats a whole different post. more details on her bday/anniversary/christmas later.

"thanksgiving" was cool, always good to spend time with family. I just wish native americans didnt have to die in order for us to celebrate this holiday...SMH and thats all i have to say about thingstaken.


"blog like no one is reading". LOVE that quote, why? because it makes sense to me. If i think no one is reading, then i have less stress on what im blogging about, and therefore my blogs come out more genuine.

STAY POSITIVE

PLEASE! to much negativity going on. I just wish more people took it upon themselves to reflect on things they say or do, and think "is this doing any good to my well being?". so I tend to tweet about being positive. I've always been a firm believer in energy is contagious, really ANY kind of energy is contagious. For me if im positive i can only hope i can pass that on to the next person. LET'S GO!

whew! that was a good one till next time...

hello? (echos)

Patience

Patience-n-(pā-shəns): 1.the quality of being patient, as the bearing of provocation, annoyance, misfortune, or pain, without complaint, loss of temper, irritation, or the like. 2.an ability or willingness to suppress restlessness or annoyance when confronted with delay: to have patience with a slow learner. 3.quiet, steady perseverance; even-tempered care; diligence: to work with patience.


Since the start of the new year, i've been trying to be Patient. Patient with school, patient with my health, patient with friends/family/people in general, and patient with my bboying. 3 months in and i think im somewhat getting the hang of this, i mean i've been trying, trust me, since before the new year, but you know it just took some more growing up to really understand the meaning of being patient. Granted I still get overwhelmed, im not gonna sit here and lie to y'all, but learning how to be patient lets me take a step back, take a deep breath and really analyze situations im in. Aside from being patient, being optimistic helps too, i can see what i want, and where i want to get to, and ill be excited that i have a goal to get to BUT I DO NOT, i repeat DO NOT let myself down by thinking negatively about the obstacles that i have to go through to get to where i want to get to, feel me?. "PROMOB" as my homie Ray puts it, progressive mobbin, basically "stay pushing forward, never moving in reverse".

Patience and Optimism:
- on thing at a time
- do not let yourself get overwhelmed
- step back and take a deep breath
- think rationally and reasonably

this is pretty much where im at right now
peace.

Relax - Pacific Division